OK

It is the fourth week since my surgery. I had no idea what the recuperation would be like, how much it would hurt, how long it would take to start feeling human again and what a toll it would take on us emotionally. 

I have learned so much from this experience and the most profound thing to date is this: My body dictates what happens next. Today it's saying not ready, not yet. And this my friends is in fact NOT failure. Instead it is authentic self-care and I am OK with that.

Onward, upward and holding fast to this truth