Sunday, February 12, 2012

No Where to Be

Winter is most definitely back. It's snowing and blowing a gale here, but there's a fire in the fireplace, we've got no where to be today and I just got the online version of the NY Times up and working on my computer. I'm thinking about Ken's dad today and hoping he's resting comfortably and feeling better soon.
Here's a photo from our visit with him last week.

Items on today's agenda include (in no particular order) a nap, roasting a chicken, reading with my feet up, petting cats and wearing jammies all day. TGISunday...just sayin'...

Friday, February 3, 2012

Andy

Gray. Cold. Damp. Oh yeah, I almost forgot, this is February. I find myself wishing for snow. My friends think I'm crazy. I don't care...

I began my day with a visit to Dr. Barry for my first post-op visit. It's been four weeks since my surgery and all looks good. I'm healing right on schedule. He suggests less Advil and more stretching, and I promise not to lift any heavy furniture and to investigate custom chinrests. I'll see him again in another six weeks. Instead of saying goodbye, see you next time, he says "Let comfort be your guide". I'm working on that. I squeak out a few notes every day and some days I even fearlessly demonstrate a few shifts in upper positions. This week I attempted up bow staccato. It wasn't pretty but it got the point across. It feels so good to play but it still hurts a lot and the road back may be longer and slower than I'd hoped. No matter. Time is on my side and I refuse to be hurried.

After an impromptu lunch with my sweetie I headed off for a walk in the Lab of Ornithology's Sapsucker Woods. I can't remember the last time I had alone time in the woods. It's been ages. I was on a specific quest today to find my way to Andy Goldsworthy's sculpture.

The path to the cairn isn't marked in any way.
I got vague directions from the woman at the information desk and headed off confidently. I had good cell service so I knew I'd either be found wandering aimlessly in the woods or would be led home via my gps.

The weather's been warm again so most of the snow is gone and along with it most of the pond ice.
The landscape looks deceptively dead but if you look close you'll find ferns and moss already greening up. I admire their optimism. I walked for quite a while on the unmarked trail and luckily just as I was about turn back I glanced down one more time at my map. When I looked up, *gasp* there it was,
right there in front of me.

I've seen other Goldsworthy installations in nature but this one is particularly poignant.
So peaceful and quiet.
So patient sitting there in the middle of the woods all by itself, waiting to be discovered. Sweetly framed by a few saplings and a host of fallen rotting trees.
If I had one shred of artisic talent I'd wish to have the vision of this man who fashions monoliths, eggs and serpentine walls out of nature's most basic materials - stones, leaves, twigs, ice and his own spit.His work is magic,
alchemy,
inspiration.
It is pure genius.

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Bling

Sun's out but it's awfully frigid in our neck of the woods. Still, I'd rather see the sun than not. The yard looks like it's strewn with diamonds.
I've just begun the long, luxurious process of carmelizing several pounds of sweet onions which by day's end will be the main ingredient in a french onion soup. What better use for all those big prime rib bones I froze from Christmas dinner! The windows are completely covered over with condensation and the house smells amazing. This is the way to cook.

School starts tomorrow. Let the juggling begin!

Friday, January 20, 2012

I Declare

Furniture:
Rearranged

Heating pad, blankets and pillows:
All put back in their rightful spots

Laptop:
Just about to get hooked back up to the monitor in my office upstairs

Today I declare that the family room is no long a recovery room!
It sure feels good to feel GOOD!

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Begin

School begins on Monday and oh boy...I'm just not ready. But just like Christmas it'll happen whether or not. I'm working hard at not beating myself up over this and I'm thinking about what the great Buddhist teacher Pema Chodron posted today. It bears repeating here.

BEGIN WITH KINDNESS TO YOURSELF

We are all in this together. So when you realize that you’re talking to yourself, label it “thinking” and notice your tone of voice. Let it be compassionate and gentle and humorous. Then you’ll be changing old stuck patterns that are shared by the whole human race. Compassion for others begins with kindness to ourselves.
Thank you Pema.


Sunday, January 15, 2012

Moving Right Along

The temp is minus 1 and dropping.
Good thing we opted to cook pasta for dinner tonight...

Gonna be a three cat night for sure.

Pippa was an enormous help with course prep today,


when she wasn't busy trying to convince K that she needed more crunchies...


Healing is continuing right on schedule. My energy is still a little sub-par but it's only been ten days so I'm willing to cut myself a little break.
It gets a little better each day.
I have no pain.
It is truly amazing.

Friday, January 13, 2012

Snow Day

Finally a proper snow!


Too bad the snow shovel was stranded in the garage...with the door frozen shut.

Ken eventually wrangled it open and our friend Jen shoveled the walks and the patio. My contributions came from the kitchen...homemade hot cocoa and turkey soup.

Pippa provided us with plenty of entertainment and after wearing her out with her favorite twist tie game, she was finally ready for her close up.






I love snow days.